Who wants to smell my butt right after I showered? ;)
People scare me a lot….
Is it too much to ask someone to just love me for me?
"I used to think I was the strangest person in the world, but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that yes, it’s true I’m here, and I’m just as strange as you.”
I am so frustrated about how ridiculously difficult it is for me to interact with people in real life. I feel like a useless piece of human shit for not being able to normally talk to people, make friends and even ask people out on a date. I don’t want to be like this but I have no idea how I’m going to change because there are so many things about me that I fucking hate… I’m so upset and overwhelmed right now that I’m literally crying…